Oh Lord my Gods, when I am in awesome wonder
I consider all the bullshit your people have uttered;
How they misuse your name in the name of you
What they’re doing is for their personal gain
They put their agenda before your name
All of life is a gift not a quest for heaven
Heaven is complimentary to me, in addition for being created by you
My birth is the award for your love,
The love that spawns matter and organisms alike
I worship you, by loving the same way you loved infinity
How my inability angers me to not see you
While I know full well your image is inconceivable
You could be the stars, the air, the space between my soul and me
No one knows, yet everyone cares.
My confusion turned Hallelujahs into “mehs”
Woe is me, for I am now apathetic
The cross I wear bears the memories of you
How I loved you, before the world blinded me
From the truth, that everything is complicated
Including you?
A poetry exercise for Creative Writing.
It’s funny how I wrote this last week with no confidence in myself, but now that i read it just now, i fucking love what i wrote. It really hits home, from start to finish.
(via livexforever)
