January 13, 2010

I have anger management issues.

I punched a hole in my door after i was insulted with grief.

Immediately I was sorry because i’m a humbled little bitch like that.

I’m a peaceful man, I believe peace is possible. I have always avoided a fight.

I take every action to swallow my pride and not take any action when arguing.

The last thing I want to do is grieve anyone unless they undeniably deserve it.

I figure being an example of positivity would effectively neutralize the negativity in my environment.

But all the anger I built up over the years,  is being released with small doses.

A dose was released tonight. It felt great.

Be thankful you’re not the one to atone for what happened.

Fuck you door, quit insulting me.