May 2010
2 posts
i’m tired of burning bridges.
i’m single
i’m sad
but it’s for the best.
we left each other exactly one minute ago.
March 2010
6 posts
Dear Vincent Gallo,
Fuck you, and your brown bunny.
Your biggest fan,
Kevin
it’s so beautiful to me,
it’s everything that i see,
but it’s nothing that i need.
Rasputin - Dark Servant of Destiny
i watched this way back when it was on HBO. I remember the transcendental thoughts i had when i payed attention to the parts where Rasputin heals the Prince in several instances, then later he’s shot for being a divine human being (at least that’s what i assumed at the time). This show has been on my mind for quite some time and i’ve been wanting to rewatch it. Thankfully youtube...
Sheltered life innocence, Insulated memories, spark reflections of my head, Duality in my consciousness, Caught in the war of hemispheres, Between the love lost in my head
February 2010
11 posts
fuck you all.
oh i’m sorry, i thought we were adults and settled things maturely!
my bad.
GO AB 390!!! →
I probably shouldn’t care this much. But i love to help my friends.
“See, there’s three kinds of people: dicks, pussies, and assholes. Pussies...”
– Team America
I need to buy this movie just to hear that for the rest of my life.
you can continue to veil yourself with a mask of innocence and act totally oblivious all you want,
I can still see right through you.
January 2010
17 posts
fuck it. it’s no use. your brain is sentenced to life in prison.
i’m getting that camera next week.
Possibly my next camcorder →
I contemplated on wether or not I should buy an actual camera such as the Panasonic HVX200, but i think this will do in the mean time.
My dilemma
I’m out of good movie ideas… not like i had any to begin with.
I really just want to film something ANYTHING, and just prove to my haters out there that i have something to prove. (how typical)
Fuck facebook
Sitting on this chair while surfing Facebook 12/7 has caused me to be unproductive and really apathetic to what i’m called to do. I’m opening up Final Cut for the first time in forever and I forgot how to do a couple of things that were completely obvious to me several months ago. Holy fuck, i disgust myself.
I spend way too much time on my fatass wondering about my social life. my...
“I have no regrets
i’ve made choices and i stand by them
while you, you...”
– Lionheart
I choose to be positive as fuck
my posts so far
appear to be lame to me, in my perspective. but like i mentioned, this is brain excrement. Don’t expect to see art and poetry on here.
I wish I was special enough that even I cared about what I had to say about myself. haha, maybe i’ll get there.
Watchcwphoto:
BlogTV Marathon Right Now! Come help or just hang out!!!
I believe in this guy, therefore I support him.
I wish I was asexual.
Drugs are better than sex, business is more important than love, compassion shouldn’t only take place indecently in a bedroom.
grab a hold of my flesh and pull, fucking pull, as...
and get it over with.
what i seem to be doing nowadays.
after becoming more responsible for my own well being and for my own future, i’ve been slowly taking steps backwards and admiring life itself despite it’s flaws and how “unfair it is”.
It feels like i’m wasting my days learning by emptying my pockets.
…
note to self: just do it and get it over with, your time will come.
here goes nothing
Life is too short, you should know this.
There are times like tonight where I would miss my mother terribly. Not out of feelings to escape a conflict with my father, but out of a feeling to feel her loving motherly touch. It reduces me to tears when I often think of standing over her coffin and feeling guilty that I could’ve spent more time with her. “I took advantage of the existence of my own fucking mother and now...
“Oh Lord my Gods, when I am in awesome wonder
I consider all the bullshit your...”
– A poetry exercise for Creative Writing.
It’s funny how I wrote this last week with no confidence in myself, but now that i read it just now, i fucking love what i wrote. It really hits home, from start to finish.
(via livexforever)
I have anger management issues.
I punched a hole in my door after i was insulted with grief.
Immediately I was sorry because i’m a humbled little bitch like that.
I’m a peaceful man, I believe peace is possible. I have always avoided a fight.
I take every action to swallow my pride and not take any action when arguing.
The last thing I want to do is grieve anyone unless they undeniably deserve it.
I figure being...