i’m tired of burning bridges.
i’m single
i’m sad
but it’s for the best.
we left each other exactly one minute ago.
fuck yes.
it’s so beautiful to me,
it’s everything that i see,
but it’s nothing that i need.
Rasputin - Dark Servant of Destiny
i watched this way back when it was on HBO. I remember the transcendental thoughts i had when i payed attention to the parts where Rasputin heals the Prince in several instances, then later he’s shot for being a divine human being (at least that’s what i assumed at the time). This show has been on my mind for quite some time and i’ve been wanting to rewatch it. Thankfully youtube has it available for me to watch it for free. As I am rewatching this show, I’m now seeing the parts that i missed which depicts my childhood idol as a drunken sex fiend who knows how to hypnotize people and manipulate the gullible.
The older i get, the more i correct.
Sheltered life innocence,
Insulated memories, spark reflections of my head,
Duality in my consciousness,
Caught in the war of hemispheres,
Between the love lost in my head
fuck you all.
